Out with the old, In with the new.

This is it.

I finally have enough proof that I dont need you in my life anymore.
I have learned that what you say could go a long way. (Just ask me what I just happend to read in the newspaper - freaky) You never know who'll hear you.
Well I for one, have heard enough.

Im through with this.
through with the hate
through with the anger
through with bitterness

im through hoping
through praying that you'll be back
through daydreaming

Im through with you. I've had enough. And this time, I won't look back anymore.

Besides, I already know its not you. Why else would the Almighty take you away from me... twice?

I wont be fake. We do have to talk, but im afraid. Im afraid that if I do, it might remind me of the past.. It might rekindle old feelings.. and things might.. "happen."
And I don't wanna look like umaasa ako (like what you THINK would happen)
Heck, I dare not even hope. Why? Do I purposely want to get my heartbroken by the same person a thrid time? I must be a real dumb-ass if that would happen. (pardon my language, but yes. I have had quite enough of myself being so naive.) so i'm really trying to avoid that.

I just dont want anyone to get hurt. Specifically myself.
Yes, i do want to be friends with you again. But the problem is, the gap between us has grown too large. So large, that you've become a stranger to me.
Now tell me, if a complete stranger would come up to you and ask. "hi debs, musta na? Balita ko masaya ka ah." Wouldn't you find that annoyingly akward?

We need to go back to square one.