So help me God...

Daddy,
What will it take to put a smile on your face?

Does it mean to suffer the consequences of losing a restored friendship? Having someone get mad at you because i've said something that brings glory to Your Name, yet it's what he doesn't want to hear?
Does it mean to talk to that person, and confront him, even if it means risking our new friendship, and it means that i might have to live the rest of my life passing him by the hallway, but never looking into his face?

Daddy, im scared. But help me remember that its not the world im trying to please, but it's You.
If "some people" aren't ready to hear my testimony bec. of some reputation, then Daddy, rebuke that person.

But what if this thing was actually a reminder for me?
What if this is one of my reminders from Daddy. Correcting a wrong motive perhaps?

Search my heart, Daddy. And if there is any reveal it to me that I may rid of it..
You know me better than I know myself...